DISCLAIMER: I am venting my stress throughout this, please skip to bottom to avoid…..
This week will include (but not limited to)…..
1) Observe 6-8th grade classroom
2) Prepare paperwork for the 8 hours of observation I’ve done
3) Open at work 3 times. 4:30/5:00am !!! (and close once)
4) Maybe get a new job (fingers crossed)
5) Prepare myself mentally/spiritually for 4 days of Youth Conference counseling this weekend.
6) Hair Cut
7) Plan photo-shoot for Choir in Meadow Vista
8 ) Remember to finish my observations for school ( I forgot to do ALL of them last week)
9) Not kill myself. (I anticipate this being the easiest of them all)
Yikes. My job at Starbucks is hands down, the worst I have ever had. I work with so many things that are terrible….it is all I can to wake up and drive there. I am pray that I get this new job in Fair Oaks where my life can actually work, and I can actually be financially stable.
School is wonderful, no question about it, but its so stresful to manage it with the full time working schedule I have dispite asking that it NOT be 40 hours a week.
I feel gross because I have no time to do p90x, and I really want to do it.
I. need. a. break.
This is called a venting blog.
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Despite all of this, Life IS good.
I have a wonderful loving girlfriend, Alissa, who stays with me when I am difficult and supports me when I need it.
I actually may soon have a job with a manager who appreciates her employees.
God has been blessing me with cool things. Metro is moving to an awesome new building and its going to open up some awesome new doors for ministry, and for the first time in a while I have extra income in the near future that looks promising, and the Lord has given me a peace about my career path and what is to come.
I also realized that I can permanently delete my Facebook, which kind of sucks to do, but I KNOW it will be good for me so I hvae done it.
Its becoming true more than ever that God provides us with what we need on a daily basis, and its something I am having to rely on more and more each day.
